The Good

  1. My fun activities this summer have been comedy shows, Paint Nite events, and now getting my adrenalin fix from roller coasters! 😀
  2. Shared some thoughts on a panel with students at the coding bootcamp (virtual event and it was a wonderful event!)
  3. Scheduled to attend a coding conference in the near future and the content is super topical to what I’m currently working on. I’m really looking forward to leveling up my skills and learning from other working professionals!
  4. Continuing to volunteer and hoping to ramp up my participation!
  5. Have been invited to another event related to (2) and very much looking forward to it!
  6. Still kicking ass at work. I pride myself on being a fixer at work and I try my darndest to make sure I rebuild any broken steps I find while ‘fixing’ things. I imagine this work is noticed and will be rewarded appropriately (which I shall document for my year end reviews!)

The Not-so-good

  1. Still wrestle with feelings of inadequacy in various spheres (financial and career circles are the two main triggers at this point). I’d like to discuss more about these two items.


I think my fears here are 25% legitimate and 75% unfounded. Largely unfounded particularly because the metrics on finances show I’m objectively doing a lot better this year compared to last (shout out to Personal Capital and Mint for the goal tracking tools). The dampener on this sector is that we’re still engaging in a bit of frivolous spending when it comes to food. :/ We need a drill instructor yelling at us whenever we contemplate ordering in. It’s so much cheaper to eat in and we need to cultivate the habit of cooking.


At this moment in time, I feel I can’t hold a candle to work some of my peers are doing. However, I’m starting to think this is unfair to myself to think this way and I should probably work through it with a therapist. I think being able to positively harness my feelings will ease my mind. On the positive side, I have resumed development on my existing repositories & fervently thinking about the ‘next thing’ to sink my teeth into. At work, I actively participate in code reviews, provide constructive criticisms, and trying to see where the ‘puck’ is going & heading there. In short, I’m trying to think like a senior engineer :). In general, I think that I’m on the ‘upswing’ of things. If I can step out of my comfort zone and take more risks, I know I’ll be alright.


Summer time!

Last summer, we were exploring the gorgeousness that is South Utah. This summer won’t be any different! I’ve already started exploring a bit after my period of convalescence and I feel ready to conquer the hills! I may rethink that statement after my planned hike on Saturday though. 😛

Things are going quite well on the health front and I couldn’t be more pleased with how things have turned out! Don’t have much to say at the moment but wanted to pop in to say “I’m alive!” Adieu


Running my race

As a non-traditional engineer, I’ve had several highs and lows in my career. Through it all, one thing that sticks with me is the notion of me running my own race. It’s been said countless times that comparison is the thief of joy and as someone who’s taken a different route to get to where I am, that rings so loud and true!

So here’s to those of us making our own paths and dancing to our drum beats. Life is good. 😛

The Library – An unsung hero

Some factoids I’ve learned about the Salt Lake Library System. Did you know:

  1. The Salt Lake library system provides a free subscription for all members?
  2. Certain digital books lent to you can be sent to your Amazon Kindle account? This feature has saved me hundreds of dollars. 🙂
  3. Has volunteer programs such as the Tech League mentors program,  an “initiative to build a more digitally inclusive community”
  4. Has a Creative Lab with all sorts of goodies like 3D printers, sewing machines, audio recording booths which are free for all patrons’ use.
  5. An up-to-date listing of all events happening across all the library branches
  6. Has a variety of alternate ways (Overdrive, RBDigital, 3M Cloud Library) to read ebooks and has mobile phone apps for easy access

I could go on but please check out the website. If you don’t live in SLC, then check out your county’s public library system for other goodies. 🙂



Things are looking much better on the health front! Healing quite nicely and I’ve done a lot of reading (online articles mostly) while I’ve been away. Learned a few tricks that should serve me well at work too! Speaking of which, I’ve thought about some of our processes and I have some thoughts I need to run by my manager. So once I’m back up and running, I think I’ll have a frank discussion with my manager. Wish me luck and backbone! 🙂

Another rainy day in the city and I wanna do nothing but curl up with my boo and watch a movie!

Self Sufficient


I’ve been ‘on my own’ for so long that at times, I don’t immediately grasp when someone is genuinely trying to help nor do I freely ask for help when I should. I do this with my husband and others in my orbit. I caught myself doing this with hubby fairly recently and he is my best friend! *face palm* his love language is doing things for me and I hurt him inadvertently when I engage in my ‘protective’ behaviors. I recognize why I developed this but it’s time to lower the curtain just a little bit.


I finally started listening to some podcasts on software development and I’m kicking myself on not beginning earlier. I don’t have any favorites yet but it’s extremely useful to hear experienced developers talk about things that I can relate to as a working professional.


My healing is going better than expected. In the downtime, I’m enjoying the slower pace of life and introspecting on how I can handle certain things at work in a healthier fashion.


My nails are growing rapidly and are quite strong to boot! I’m starting to like them without polish on. 😛


Skin and Hair Care Products

The current cast of products I’ve used are largely from Palmer’s, Alikay Naturals, Kyra’s Shea Medleys, Carol’s Daughter, and various other products.


The main product I use is the Coconut Oil Body Lotion which has no parabens, phthalates, mineral oil, sulfate, or dyes. It leaves my skin feeling very smooth and it’s quick-absorbing too. For hair care, I’ve tried Coconut Oil Formula Dry Oil Mist and I wouldn’t recommend it. That said, I’m on a natural/organic kick and these two products are heavy on the chemicals. I’m giving SheaMoisture Raw Shea Chamomile & Argan Oil Baby Healing Lotion a try as a potential replacement.

Alikay Naturals

This company prides itself on not using any “petroleum, mineral oil, alcohol, parabens, sulfate or silicones”. I was immediately sold on the all-natural ingredients in use. I was first introduced to this brand via Target and gorged myself thereafter directly on the company site. 🙂

For hair care, I use the Shea Yogurt Hair Moisturizer as a leave-in moisturizer and Essential 17 Hair Growth Oil to nourish my roots. I shampoo with Moisturizing Black Soap Shampoo which, by the way, is the first shampoo I’ve tried that doesn’t leave my hair feeling dehydrated after a wash! For my body, I use Majestic Beauty Stretch Mark and Scar Remover and the only criticism I have about the product is the texture. My batch had several lumps and I would prefer a ‘smoother’ feel when applying the product. This gripe isn’t enough to be a deal breaker though. Lastly, I’ve tried Tropical Splash Body Icing which is a no for me (again, texture of this product just feels off).

Kyra’s Shea Medleys

I love the butter creams this company is famous for! I’ve tried almost all of them at this point and I can’t get enough. 🙂 This company feels like a more “grown up” version of Alikay Naturals in terms of packaging and product texture (the creams are whipped to an even consistency). One major selling point is the butters are made for *both* hair and body! Like Alikay Naturals, another selling point is this company’s use of “natural, certified organic, non-GMO, and fair-trade ingredients” (in keeping with the themes I shared in an older post titled “Pursuit of Happiness“). The products I’ve tried from this company can be found in the ‘Butters‘ section (I go for the X-Large):

  1. Original Butter Cream (repeat purchases)
  2. Strength + Emollient Butter Cream
  3. Growth + Restore Butter Cream
  4. Baby Powder Baby Butter (just got this and excited to try it out. 🙂 )

Carol’s Daughter

When I stopped cutting my hair, this was the first ‘ethnic’ hair care brand that I saw in the Target beauty aisles. Without knowing any better, I immediately purchased the following products:

  1. Black Vanilla Sulfate-Free Shampoo – This product lathers well and did a reasonable job of not drying my hair out too much. However, I’m sticking to Moisturizing Black Soap Shampoo for the natural-ingredients edge.
  2. Black Vanilla 4-in-1 “Combing” Crème – This product did not sit well with my hair i.e. didn’t absorb well and left a whitish residue with every application.
  3. Black Vanilla Leave-In Conditioner – Ambivalent about this product. Like the combing creme, my hair just did not take to this product. :/
  4. Black Vanilla Hair Smoothie – With the bad experiences I had, I haven’t tried this out yet. It’s been sitting unopened but maybe I’ll check it out someday.
  5. Mimosa Hair Honey Shine Pomade – This was probably the only product that I really liked from this company. It was made with all natural ingredients and the scent reminded me of the pomades I’d use growing up as a kid. That said, I immediately ditched this product in favor of Shea Yogurt Hair Moisturizer. I would still recommend the Mimosa pomade though.

Other Products

I’ve also been experimenting with oils like PURA D’OR Organic Moroccan Argan Oil (moisturizer). Argan oil is really nice because it’s one of those oils that can be applied all over and it feels amazing when applied. I recently got Rosehip Oil (I noticed it was a common ingredient in many scar removing products).

Overall, my skin has really improved since I started paying more attention to the labels. I’m excited to keep discovering more companies that makes awesome products!